Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Home Sweet Home

I'm back! Oh does it ever feel good to be back. After 8 hours on the road my grandparents and I arrived to GBS at 7:15 on August 18.

Oh! Oh! Guess what!?! Ms. V called me Monday while I was on the road and asked me if I wanted the room with the bathroom...so I took it! How exciting! AND it is on the same floor as my friend Heather and her sister.

I have so much stuff! Most of it is unpacked already, now the tedious part is getting it all organized where I want it.

It has been really nice to see all of my friends again, the ones who are still here that is. Many of them have graduated or transferred. How sad :(

My grandparents left today around 11:00. It was nice of them to bring me down. I don't know how I would've gotten here if it weren't for them. I went out to lunch with Heather and her family and got back just in time to go to work. This year I am working for Mr. Profitt. I think it will be a lot of fun!

I went down to dinner around 5:00 and it was one of the hardest things for me to do since I got back to school. Trying to eat, and not having that certain someone sitting with me, was....well, depressing. Seeing that person on the other side of the cafeteria made it even worse. By the time I was done eating I could barely stand being there. I left and came straight to my room. Let's just say that the rest of the evening has been one of loneliness. I've never felt more alone... Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to right now.

Lord, please help me overcome these feelings of pain and find my comfort in You!


Ellen said...

Hi, Megan. I just wanted you to know I read your post and will keep you in my prayers! Keep your chin up, there will be better days ahead. I went through a break-up before I met Greg and I'm so glad it didn't work out. God has great plans for you!

Cheryl Watters said...

Megan, This may seem like an unusual comment to leave but I want you to know that I care for you and I know that Ryan has been very broken also, but being in the center of God's will is the most important place to be. God will continue to guide both of you. Who knows what God has in store for your (or Ryan's) lives but GOD HAS A PLAN. I know this has been painful but God will sustain, even in the difficult times. I am praying for you and I trust you have the best year yet at GBS! Cheryl Watters